22 may 2009

good evenin blog..as i am writing i m swaying to kiss me through the phone dont know why the songs like glued on to my grey matter well 

today was a pretty cool day went to office in the usual time.today was wearing something different which actually made me feel good.heheheh its amazing sometimes seeing me on the road to office i walk as though i am like this ramp model what the heck..eheheheheh..sounds so funny now.well atleast i think i look like one..hahahaha..anyways well after the long ramp walk went in and well talked with a couple of my friends 

pretty much well i cracked a bunch of pjs and well the girls fed on the u can say well nowadays in office i dont know theres this strange flockin going on i m considering my options on the people i should hang out with i dont know why this sudden revealtion i guess mostly because some people in my older group not behaving comfortabily its such a turn off seriously

well then midway through my book a friend of mine came we ate luch in the steaming food court which i am sure required a fire brigade man was it steaming hot..everythin other than the food on my plate was steamin hot over there.well today the menu was some mixed non veg ghee rice at cinnamon..man sometimes i need to hit myself for always trying out new stuff dont know why..i guess i am not always satisfied when my taste buds gets accustomed to a single taste..well there u ahve it blame it on my taste buds

well later i came back to office to get the cubicle all to myself it was amazing i spent liek almost 3 to 4 hrs reading my book in solitude.well i m really amazed at that book although its gotta lot of contraversial stuff in it i feel liek i reconfirm my faith even more nad am happy that i am on the god side whatever maybe.well then later i dragged myself to home and well i was really confused about my dinner as usual i wanted to order for food from home i wanted to go get cash from teh atm i wanted to eat..so at the end of it i reached garuda mall had a sub and satisfied my confusion and the rats in my tummy

well what did i learn form today not much..who knows i might have learnt something without my knowledge..ehheh wat irony..anyways that was my day feelin way sleepy now.. good nite peace!!

wats ap blog..been long really long..i font know i guess its the spur of the moment thing...well today was a pretty monotonous day well i woke up quite early surprisingly considering teh fact i slept at like 2 the previosu night well then got all dressed up took the long painful journey where i jump on the abode to my office.had fun listening to my NEW ipod on the bus..so well u can say my ipod had its debut today amazing man..i couldnt help shake a leg whilst listenin to flo rida right round...ouch does that song sting..in a good way though

well the bus was shitty crowded like most places in this world have become its heart to stay in your comfortable position and maintain your cool when there are heels literally driving into the soul well in this case the soul of your feet..

well after the tough ordeal reached office in about a sane time to be in had a sumptous breakfast and well i dont know why i was missing my book today a lot the book angels and demons which my frent lend me the other day and which i gracefully accepted and am gracefully reading now..

you know sometimes there are these things in your lives which u rather have just for the sake of having as in many a times there are times when somebody asks me to lend a book of mine i would hesitate just because although i might not be touching the book in ages theres alwasy this comfort you get to know that atleast you have the book and there might be some paranomal way in which you gain knowledge from the book even if you dont touch it

well finally my friend returned back the book and well i immersed myself in teh books and spoke to ma friends for a few minutes and well thats when i got the revelation of my cell phones battery status well the cell was completely drained out...felt disconnected with  my social world well its it felt good and bad sometimes its good just be in a solitary place well sometime u need to be right in the middle of it

there should be a proper balance to it i guess loosing which would prove mentally fatal 

well today was one of those balancing days..well after wards had lunch and came back to my cubicle to find the entire plae o myslef and again i schocked my self as in i was drowned in the book for a bout three hours although i resurfaced now and then just to yawn and to find some fair coloured people speaking in their funny accents in the dicussion room adjacent to my cubicle

well later i came back home ..was all set to go to my dance class after a long break...well the gods werent wiling as they opened the floodgates of the heavens mercilessly leaving me all dressed up in my "STRICTLY SINGLE" t shirt and gloves,it was a way for the gods to say take that...dancer boy..well one's definitely gotta have some humbling experiences once in a while well...

then the power went came a driend of mine called me for dinner ate ice cream talked a while watched ipl and the brave one movie now and then and well the night is pretty cool

the climates like pretty chill a kinda climate where u cover yourself with the blanket and go to sleep

so thats what i m going to do

21st april 09

good evening blog...humble apologies for not writing you yesterday .a frined of mine came here for a sleep over technically speakin he made my bedroom into a make shift ticket booking centre cum internet cafe.cum night vigil centre(HE KEPT ME AWAKE)hehehe well actually i did sleep a bit but then was yawning throughout the day.and wel yaaaaawwwwwn i actually yawned right now..well its just that my friends homesick and striving so hard to go home.i really praise god for bringing me back home seriously i mean i can actually see myself in his shoes (technically speaking he was wearing floaters,,,,watever) well i woke up morning unusually and got ready immediately as i had to make it early to work more like early to office.

reached office had breakfast and well i swiped my id card the only proof stating my presence in the building its really funny to watch all the people swipe in and out of the room as in they are paying their homage and respect to all the HRs seated in the room and all of the HRs pretending to be working their a** off hehehe.well had a good breakfast and decided that it was a bout time for me to come back home because spending another 8 hrs in the cafeteria or the library was too challenging a task for me to go through i guess i have to suggest it to the makers of the FEAR FACTOR doing my part for the media fraternity

well then jumped onto the bus back home landed at home after the long walk and almost fell unconscious on the bed after a few moments of which i was woken up by this dude yelling next to my window facing the road.i thought the armageddon was here man cant some people have manners and just control their vocal chords to a audible level ..sheesh his level of normal speech sounded as though he was speaking through a public announcement system..freaks anyways i woke up and as a sign of revenge plugged in my electric and belted it out..well since i had some manners of which the former wasnt aware of i spent most of the time reducing the volume lest my father in earth teach me my manners

well it was time for me to get back to office to swipe out my log out time

so again freshened up and well waked again to the bus stop and was on my way to office once again man nobody was in the bus so i had my own american idol session in the bus.well thank god there was no simon cowell in the bus .well reached office as usual went upto the cafteria for a refill

met a couple of my unfortunate friends who stay far off and dont have the luxuries to do what i was doing ..well munched on some fruits and well the mood in the cafeteria was really cool as it was cloudy and he cafe is on the 13th floor..felt like i was like in concrete heaven.then came back to tech mall well i forgot on the way to office i actually met a couple of other friends of mine and well i came to know that this so called friend of mine was using me as a clown in his attempt to woo this girl and he was using me as THE CLOWN that danced.which really got me worked up and well as my retort i opened his history book to teh chapter where he was trying to woo another mutual friend of mine..ehehhehe well actually after that i felt abd that i did that maybe i have to apologize to him but the thing is when somebody tries to rub me the wrong way especially if the way is something related to wat i do for passion

well  then later i went to the mall as this friend of mine to buy a book for him which ended up in me buying a book a book for making stuff in 10 minutes the pictures if the various preparations wooed me and well i brought the book finally home wherein i realized that there are unidentified cooking objects in the culnary world too..well i mean that gives me no excuse for not trying so people be ready here comes CHEF ABEY well actually me and my friends ad stopped on the way at tech mall for an ice cream which ended up in me forgetting my book there and me realizing it on the bus way back home and which made me run and trip and fall in the presence of 100s of people ouch did my attitude also take a  fall well later i realized that i actually needed a reality check PRAISE GOD FOR THE FALL

well then later i cam home really late the hunger for some crispy chips drenched me in the rain on my way back home .reached home plugged in the electric this time mostly for my pleasure and then well had  a sumptouos dinner and now off to sleep after getting some spiritual food..hope tomorrows day is not a repeat for today especially the FREE FALLING PArT anyways thats to today 

I M back i dont think with a bang though

19th april

dear blog really long since i wrote something but i have decided to keep myself engaged in things from today on.yes i guess i am  going to the use all my witching hours to write stuff here..

well talkin about today..it was good felt that some weight on my shoulder was off when i entered the gates of the church.well today i wore the biker gloves on  the way to church felt cool but actually there was a hint of mismatch of the kinda bike i was riding with my gloves but whatever it was feeling really cool it felt like i am like this pro dude who takes  biking seriously.

well reached church today was teh mal service so i was a bit disappointed about it as in not that i dont understad a single word in my native language its just that sometimes the audio streams coming out of the priests mouth asre so fast you hardly get any reception nayways today i followedthe mal service throughout using an english book of worship order which was pretty much helpful and then there was the usual there was so many lines missing in the translated version of the worship.i mean now i get the fact hoe people say that some languages are very descriptive while some are very concise.well i heard the sermon of the new priest who just landed here yesterday for some course in communications.well he looked young so i expected this powerful speaker touching your heart types..which turned out to be completely the opposite

well i guess off lately i m trying to be this kind of guy who just rests on first impression last impression types.i  guess personally if found the first impression not too strong with this priest hoping he would improve and i would have more chances of eating the spiritual food he delivers.i m thankful in one way to the lord for actually changing my attitude towards sermons i mean previously i mean i used to consider them as this slotted boring sessions during the services but then since quite a few years i am beginning to realize the fact of how GOD uses mouth pieces to spread his word its amazing..although sometimes some people loose the flow when they are speaking just maybe beacuse they dint bring out the topic well but that gives us no excuse tilting all sermons boring..

well then i met a couple of real close frineds of mine was real glad of how they liked my performance yesterday praise GOD it felt good ..WELL later i went to the fellowship lunch thingy kept for  the participants of the program could stay only for the grace as i slipped away to my dance class carefully..

reached my class and had a good practice of our old routines.but i mean you know i started missing the old place i dont know wat about the other place makes thsi place looks so small.must be the ACTUAL area of the studio .saw a pro dancer dancing today..was amazed and humbles someday i wanna perform with that very ease then i left the place hungry as i had'nt eaten since morning..went to garuda felt like this pro dancer in the mall with me wearing the tracks and with my earpieces on.went had a delicioso  sub and was like on this attitude thingy when i actually peered into this persons eye and without thinking walked away and then retraced my steps to meet an old acquaintance of mine who reminded me about my hair cut for teh good or bad i still am figuring out

well actually my attitude took a slammer then when i met him and he was like man dint recognize you with the hair cut and stuff.heheheheh..well nowadays even i take time recognizing myself.dont know why...well then later i left home slept was in a dilemma in the evening about meeting someone then i took a brave decision and did what is right and got rid of it..i knew it would'nt work out otherwise..did some drastic changes and well am back on track i guess i know its not possible overnight but i gotta do it...whatever it is...so here i go a prat of me does feel sad about the decision what i took but then i know it would be wrong for me to continue with it so there u have it nothing greater or higher than the one whose up there NO MATTER WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OR PERCEiVE  PRAISE GOD INDEED..so well now off to sleep was a good day ..dont know whats in store for me tomorrow but its gonna be a brand new day i know for sure

24 Feb 2009

Good evening blog today was a pretty cool day took an alternate route to my office which proved to be something of a mixed emotions kind of a pathway as in the road was narrow and tread seldom few on foot.so i was like very conscious so as that nobody bangs me on the way and well the walk was less tiresome than the older route i guess the width of the road in which u walk matters a lot a sin i guess wider roads tend to seem to have a never ending end..hehhehe nay inference to be drawn from the above i don't know

anyways today i was like on this oh so tight budget as in i has just the money to get to office by bus i did try my luck in this atm on airport road and well that atm was so cool that it was more confused about my identity than any other stranger and as usual it showed some weird error and well walked off to my bus reached office i decided that today i was gonna spend time elsewhere rather than the library which ended up in me spending some amount in ccd thanks to my chocolate doughnut and some black current blast boy was it a blast and well then i had to give a away a couple of my food coupons and well left the place and sat down alone at the entarence of the tech mall.man was i feeling so eased out with a mug in my hand an a pair of earphones plugged in ..then i don't know suddenly i felt the weight of my company id more or less like reminding me hey you what you doing .but then i reasoned out saying hey i Am not doing anything wrong considering the present situation in the company.finally went to  yes the library finally and well this friend of mine called me down immediately and we went down met a couple of others

well the result of that conversation was that i have a 1840s hairstyle. people please help help i am so looking a for a change so please do suggest sane ones anyways well after that we had lunch listened to this experience my friend had in his hometown and well it was fun it was amazing and really hard to believe but then he's not a kind of guy who lies

so was really amazed on the nerve some girls who don't wait for the escelator to take them to the next floor they prefer running he he he...well so then came back home and on the way saw a couple of bus  drivers drag racing between stops to get more travelers was funny

reached home and then well slept and was awaiting when the clock would strike 6 for my dance class .finally went to dance class learned a new routine today bo do i like the stuff i do.well then i came to also know the different views of the dance festival it opened up a new face of the place where i go to learn was really eye opening and well came back home and then ate food and now off to sleep 

sorry for the brief view today i guess i want to make it short i MEAN shorTER anyways until tomorrow peace PEACE OUT GOD BLESS..

23 Feb 2009

starting on a  brand new day.yes well today was a pretty cool day a little different from the ordinary started early in the morning to office 10:oo am early and well on the way was hearing my mp3 player as usual i fear sometimes that there will be a day when the earphones will actually become a part of my physical body and absorb nutrition from my body and one day it might evolve into a BOSE home theatre system he he he he. Someday someday

Well reached office ay around like 10:30 looked irritatingly at the watch that today i had to beat like actually 1 and  a half an hour until i had to actually go give my autograph . went to the newspaper section and well started literally feeding on the news from it but then there was nothing too palatable just the usual stuff the brand which i read hardly has any fingerprints on the paper must be due to the non palatable contents in it. Well actually i have been following this modern art story unfolding in the newspaper couldn't help thinking that it was more or less like a soap opera playing everyday the love and hate relationship between these two people so touching so touching my humor sense he he he he he 

well i forgot by the way in the morning i was also taken over by the excitement of the oscars and the fact that an indian could even be there was so enthralling and so full of suspense as i had to leave much before the announcement of those particular results but later a friend of mine informed me of the latter and i was so proud..so proud its amazing. the tri-colour rocks 

well sorry for the sudden flash back well then after reading the newspaper i left for the cafeteria where i had this mushroom sandwich was really funny in how the baker calls out the name of the food with this god knows from where accent he literally called out MUSHROOM SANDWEEESHH..he he he he i guess some of them know their mistake and well consider it a thing of pride to repeat it as though a cliche he he he he he.i guess tomorrow when i go i will ask him for a SANDWEEEESSSHH deliberately he he he he he ...

well after eating the sandweesh i was so full hardly could make it to the elevator and saw the watch it was 15 mins for 12 boy again i was like so cross man come on you know killing time sometimes is just i guess too time consuming these days to even think about well then finally i had to go back to my den the library and well was finally forced to open the book and well enter some data into my memory which i hope is non volatile in nature then finally i finished this small chapter go toff my chair and found that it was 12 15 and success i had exceeded the time cool ran downstairs gave my signatureS yes plural was deliberate..

finally met this real good friend of mine who was about to offer me a return treat but which i turned down sadly thanks to the sandweesh man i eat there only to kill time and well in the end i have to skip such treats man.well then finally got out itpl i saw the bus number adn was enthralled although the bus wasn't the one to be taken to reach my home 

yes i had decided to go to my long lost friends home finally and i had this locomotion in front of me which almost drops me off at his doorstep  well 2kms from the doorsteps precisely speaking.finally got on the bus and well was on my way to his home it was an hours journey i love long drives especially when i m not the one driving it was amazing. finally reached my friends home as i was walking towards i saw him standing out and i guess he was so emotionless i thought he was being cold after the way i treated him after college.anyways took the flight of stairs and reached him peering down the terrace i am sure he did see me well he's got a peculiar way sometimes.anyways his mom was really surprised she's a really good aunty finally i just couldn't answer her questions on why i did not have nay contacts withe them i just sheapishly smiled finally we were talking for quite long there was no strange feeling and all. we just talked casually then later i left his home waited at the bus stop and well in the process murdered him with my pjs once again and well it brought back some old memories finally got on the bus reached home after reaching my home i fed myself on some junk stuff in insanely

well then watched tv for a couple of minutes and was swapping between my guitar and y comp and well yes today no tune came up from the meeting of both as it used to but then i scribilled some words onto the book still in the construction stage and then had food.was feeling really ashamed or bad as i did not call my friend form trivandrum i don't know why but then i thought let him settle then maybe i  might go to his home tomorrow i don't want to be an unwelcomed visitor though as i was talking about my transperancy in the previous blog i switch back to my opaquness if i get a feeling that the other person in feeling uncomfortable.

anyways after feeling sorry i was in constant texting with another friend of mine it was fun in the ned of the conversation i decided that i am going to fast from the 25 onwards the lent season thing have never done the lent thing before so like i am going to he's doing it from today. well then nothing happened life went on and now i am on my bed waiting for my shuttle to sleepsville so yes i forgot to mention experienced that stuff today about treating other people how you want to be treated others its so awesome it sounds a bit selfish though but then you know you expect to be treated with so much of care love and affection you will Obviously treat the other person in the same way i really suggest this to people . even if its like a small decision of picking a call think how you would like to be treated if you were on the other end of the phone

PRAISE GOD FOR HIS WORD ITS AMAZING

yaaaaawnnnn

22 Feb 2009

YAAAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWNNNNNNN...

well yes that was me yawning feeling really sleepy but not sleepy enough to pen my experience today.Well woke up today morning on time and dressed myself pretty unsatisfactorily yes today i wasn't feeling the oomph factor must be because of that freaking purple shirt man i am deciding from today on .I m gonna burn that shirt(optimistically speaking put it away at a place where i am not able to reach) that shirt gives such a dull vibe to my already interesting features 

well went to church and well nowadays i have a different view of how i follow the service i don't know why but i find myself much more concentrating as in man its all a prayer that is written in it and i mean there's confession there's plead for mercy and so much of praise not hidden but in plain English I mean its like the same kind of words we use during the contemporary worship its written in the same spirit it is amazing I rather pray than to crib on how monotonous it used to be..I thank God for such a revelation I had this revelation actually when i used to be in the makeshift choir during the evening worship holy communion wherein we have to step up and read the responses loud as in quite many people dare to open their mouth i Don't know why.

well then i Had to leave for Sunday school was all enthusiastic about the new song to be taught and well the singing session was at the instant appended with more songs as we had a misconception i don't know how that the Sunday would be a divine service which was not.Something was not right today did not know why the kids were like communicating and sharing friendly and mischievous fists with one another uncontrollably they hardly paid attention to what was happening up on the stage i guess we did not pray enough the previous day well mistake learnt and will be rectified anyways the new song did live up to some level of expectation.was not a one time hit though well class started and well as i said i was so not in the flow i was confused about something which really scared me i had never felt so bizarre in like ages anyways the class too went well and the kids never dimmed in their expressions and innocence 

man i tell you they are so blessed so young and so innocent at heart i earnestly pray that this world doesn't corrupt them and that they stay pure till the end.its really surprising sometimes you can see how the kids attitude or behaviour changes over a week drastically the change is so evident when the violence increases its really surprising i have actually seen silent spirits turn into innocent small demons(as in a more acceptable way not to be literally meant)

after that i ran to home after speaking to some Friends of mine and well discovered that somebody deliberately modified my bike at least the visor that is.there was a small crack on the visor caused by my efforts to reach the corners of the bike which i was not supposed to and the corners which were challenging the very muscles in my body which ended up in the former succumbing to the stress and well finally leaving an almost invisible scar on the visor.and today when i was about to return home i noticed that not only was the scar gone but an entire chunk of plastic was ripped off of the visor.how why when where.well the remaining of the journey ended up in me thinking on how i Could make the scar look more cool.reached home 

broke to my dad the fact that i was 22 and that he should worry less about me when i come home late actually this was all a precursor to me asking him to go for the cottage prayer and meeting another friend after that which he later agreed to silently.then finally made it to my sisters and brothers house (in Christ) and well spent some time and was off to the cottage for the prayer the cottage prayer was good we heard a real good testimony.well what i will drive home is about how u can submit Ur dreams to him who fulfills all your dreams to your best and for your best this was followed by some weird moments of silence thanks to Allan who suggested we close with a prayer that was the missing link .i so felt that the testimony was incomplete with prayer

then was the feeding time where i devoured some oh so awesome pasta boy was it tasty.seriously was not a big fan of pasta before not now either but that dish was a killer i tell ya a killer well then as i fed myself i met this new person and we talked a lot i like conversing with new people as in i know how it feels to be new in a place and when people take so much of time to actually reach out and even take a step to talk to anyone i still do experience it at some places wherein they start of very friendly and comforting and suddenly they are like minding off their own business as if their duty was accomplished and its stated a time limit of not more that 70 seconds he he he eh..whatever .

So then left the place and was even more enthusiastic as i was going to meet this pen pal of mine i mean my colleague from tcs he had landed today form trivandrum after his training had never met him before in person just had some conversations on the phone was my bets buddy during my training in Ahmadabad. we used to speak often and i used to act as if i knew the training inside out and well i guess he brought out my  going all out want to help once again which Had sadly died down during my 4 years of engineering

 so i finally met him did not feel strange or anything it was just like two old friends were meeting wherein i also commented that he had lost weight at least form the pictures uploaded on this social networking site.and in the process made other new and good friends of his and we shared our experiences at the training and the various turmoils faced by each of us and then as usual i started with my views and opinions about the new work place and i was shaping their view on what the office was like as if i had any clue  but then it was pretty much my first hand experience and well on that note i left them to their views about the place reassuring that the place would be cool..was a good experience again you see i could relate so well with new people hope the feeling was mutual

well then finally headed back home maneuvering through the night traffic of marthahali headed by some gigantic buses who were moving around as if they were all getting their driving licenses as they drove around aimlessly came back and well saw tv for a while there were so many things of interest to watch but the problem being i had only one tv and well one remote .finally i gave up my desire of watching anything completely and then came off to my room and well ow i guess my battery s running out and so is my comps.so until tomorrow 

GOD bless peace out