22 Feb 2009
well yes that was me yawning feeling really sleepy but not sleepy enough to pen my experience today.Well woke up today morning on time and dressed myself pretty unsatisfactorily yes today i wasn't feeling the oomph factor must be because of that freaking purple shirt man i am deciding from today on .I m gonna burn that shirt(optimistically speaking put it away at a place where i am not able to reach) that shirt gives such a dull vibe to my already interesting features
well went to church and well nowadays i have a different view of how i follow the service i don't know why but i find myself much more concentrating as in man its all a prayer that is written in it and i mean there's confession there's plead for mercy and so much of praise not hidden but in plain English I mean its like the same kind of words we use during the contemporary worship its written in the same spirit it is amazing I rather pray than to crib on how monotonous it used to be..I thank God for such a revelation I had this revelation actually when i used to be in the makeshift choir during the evening worship holy communion wherein we have to step up and read the responses loud as in quite many people dare to open their mouth i Don't know why.
well then i Had to leave for Sunday school was all enthusiastic about the new song to be taught and well the singing session was at the instant appended with more songs as we had a misconception i don't know how that the Sunday would be a divine service which was not.Something was not right today did not know why the kids were like communicating and sharing friendly and mischievous fists with one another uncontrollably they hardly paid attention to what was happening up on the stage i guess we did not pray enough the previous day well mistake learnt and will be rectified anyways the new song did live up to some level of expectation.was not a one time hit though well class started and well as i said i was so not in the flow i was confused about something which really scared me i had never felt so bizarre in like ages anyways the class too went well and the kids never dimmed in their expressions and innocence
man i tell you they are so blessed so young and so innocent at heart i earnestly pray that this world doesn't corrupt them and that they stay pure till the end.its really surprising sometimes you can see how the kids attitude or behaviour changes over a week drastically the change is so evident when the violence increases its really surprising i have actually seen silent spirits turn into innocent small demons(as in a more acceptable way not to be literally meant)
after that i ran to home after speaking to some Friends of mine and well discovered that somebody deliberately modified my bike at least the visor that is.there was a small crack on the visor caused by my efforts to reach the corners of the bike which i was not supposed to and the corners which were challenging the very muscles in my body which ended up in the former succumbing to the stress and well finally leaving an almost invisible scar on the visor.and today when i was about to return home i noticed that not only was the scar gone but an entire chunk of plastic was ripped off of the visor.how why when where.well the remaining of the journey ended up in me thinking on how i Could make the scar look more cool.reached home
broke to my dad the fact that i was 22 and that he should worry less about me when i come home late actually this was all a precursor to me asking him to go for the cottage prayer and meeting another friend after that which he later agreed to silently.then finally made it to my sisters and brothers house (in Christ) and well spent some time and was off to the cottage for the prayer the cottage prayer was good we heard a real good testimony.well what i will drive home is about how u can submit Ur dreams to him who fulfills all your dreams to your best and for your best this was followed by some weird moments of silence thanks to Allan who suggested we close with a prayer that was the missing link .i so felt that the testimony was incomplete with prayer
then was the feeding time where i devoured some oh so awesome pasta boy was it tasty.seriously was not a big fan of pasta before not now either but that dish was a killer i tell ya a killer well then as i fed myself i met this new person and we talked a lot i like conversing with new people as in i know how it feels to be new in a place and when people take so much of time to actually reach out and even take a step to talk to anyone i still do experience it at some places wherein they start of very friendly and comforting and suddenly they are like minding off their own business as if their duty was accomplished and its stated a time limit of not more that 70 seconds he he he eh..whatever .
So then left the place and was even more enthusiastic as i was going to meet this pen pal of mine i mean my colleague from tcs he had landed today form trivandrum after his training had never met him before in person just had some conversations on the phone was my bets buddy during my training in Ahmadabad. we used to speak often and i used to act as if i knew the training inside out and well i guess he brought out my going all out want to help once again which Had sadly died down during my 4 years of engineering
so i finally met him did not feel strange or anything it was just like two old friends were meeting wherein i also commented that he had lost weight at least form the pictures uploaded on this social networking site.and in the process made other new and good friends of his and we shared our experiences at the training and the various turmoils faced by each of us and then as usual i started with my views and opinions about the new work place and i was shaping their view on what the office was like as if i had any clue but then it was pretty much my first hand experience and well on that note i left them to their views about the place reassuring that the place would be cool..was a good experience again you see i could relate so well with new people hope the feeling was mutual
well then finally headed back home maneuvering through the night traffic of marthahali headed by some gigantic buses who were moving around as if they were all getting their driving licenses as they drove around aimlessly came back and well saw tv for a while there were so many things of interest to watch but the problem being i had only one tv and well one remote .finally i gave up my desire of watching anything completely and then came off to my room and well ow i guess my battery s running out and so is my comps.so until tomorrow
GOD bless peace out
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