21st april 09

good evening blog...humble apologies for not writing you yesterday .a frined of mine came here for a sleep over technically speakin he made my bedroom into a make shift ticket booking centre cum internet cafe.cum night vigil centre(HE KEPT ME AWAKE)hehehe well actually i did sleep a bit but then was yawning throughout the day.and wel yaaaaawwwwwn i actually yawned right now..well its just that my friends homesick and striving so hard to go home.i really praise god for bringing me back home seriously i mean i can actually see myself in his shoes (technically speaking he was wearing floaters,,,,watever) well i woke up morning unusually and got ready immediately as i had to make it early to work more like early to office.

reached office had breakfast and well i swiped my id card the only proof stating my presence in the building its really funny to watch all the people swipe in and out of the room as in they are paying their homage and respect to all the HRs seated in the room and all of the HRs pretending to be working their a** off hehehe.well had a good breakfast and decided that it was a bout time for me to come back home because spending another 8 hrs in the cafeteria or the library was too challenging a task for me to go through i guess i have to suggest it to the makers of the FEAR FACTOR doing my part for the media fraternity

well then jumped onto the bus back home landed at home after the long walk and almost fell unconscious on the bed after a few moments of which i was woken up by this dude yelling next to my window facing the road.i thought the armageddon was here man cant some people have manners and just control their vocal chords to a audible level ..sheesh his level of normal speech sounded as though he was speaking through a public announcement system..freaks anyways i woke up and as a sign of revenge plugged in my electric and belted it out..well since i had some manners of which the former wasnt aware of i spent most of the time reducing the volume lest my father in earth teach me my manners

well it was time for me to get back to office to swipe out my log out time

so again freshened up and well waked again to the bus stop and was on my way to office once again man nobody was in the bus so i had my own american idol session in the bus.well thank god there was no simon cowell in the bus .well reached office as usual went upto the cafteria for a refill

met a couple of my unfortunate friends who stay far off and dont have the luxuries to do what i was doing ..well munched on some fruits and well the mood in the cafeteria was really cool as it was cloudy and he cafe is on the 13th floor..felt like i was like in concrete heaven.then came back to tech mall well i forgot on the way to office i actually met a couple of other friends of mine and well i came to know that this so called friend of mine was using me as a clown in his attempt to woo this girl and he was using me as THE CLOWN that danced.which really got me worked up and well as my retort i opened his history book to teh chapter where he was trying to woo another mutual friend of mine..ehehhehe well actually after that i felt abd that i did that maybe i have to apologize to him but the thing is when somebody tries to rub me the wrong way especially if the way is something related to wat i do for passion

well  then later i went to the mall as this friend of mine to buy a book for him which ended up in me buying a book a book for making stuff in 10 minutes the pictures if the various preparations wooed me and well i brought the book finally home wherein i realized that there are unidentified cooking objects in the culnary world too..well i mean that gives me no excuse for not trying so people be ready here comes CHEF ABEY well actually me and my friends ad stopped on the way at tech mall for an ice cream which ended up in me forgetting my book there and me realizing it on the bus way back home and which made me run and trip and fall in the presence of 100s of people ouch did my attitude also take a  fall well later i realized that i actually needed a reality check PRAISE GOD FOR THE FALL

well then later i cam home really late the hunger for some crispy chips drenched me in the rain on my way back home .reached home plugged in the electric this time mostly for my pleasure and then well had  a sumptouos dinner and now off to sleep after getting some spiritual food..hope tomorrows day is not a repeat for today especially the FREE FALLING PArT anyways thats to today 

I M back i dont think with a bang though

19th april

dear blog really long since i wrote something but i have decided to keep myself engaged in things from today on.yes i guess i am  going to the use all my witching hours to write stuff here..

well talkin about today..it was good felt that some weight on my shoulder was off when i entered the gates of the church.well today i wore the biker gloves on  the way to church felt cool but actually there was a hint of mismatch of the kinda bike i was riding with my gloves but whatever it was feeling really cool it felt like i am like this pro dude who takes  biking seriously.

well reached church today was teh mal service so i was a bit disappointed about it as in not that i dont understad a single word in my native language its just that sometimes the audio streams coming out of the priests mouth asre so fast you hardly get any reception nayways today i followedthe mal service throughout using an english book of worship order which was pretty much helpful and then there was the usual there was so many lines missing in the translated version of the worship.i mean now i get the fact hoe people say that some languages are very descriptive while some are very concise.well i heard the sermon of the new priest who just landed here yesterday for some course in communications.well he looked young so i expected this powerful speaker touching your heart types..which turned out to be completely the opposite

well i guess off lately i m trying to be this kind of guy who just rests on first impression last impression types.i  guess personally if found the first impression not too strong with this priest hoping he would improve and i would have more chances of eating the spiritual food he delivers.i m thankful in one way to the lord for actually changing my attitude towards sermons i mean previously i mean i used to consider them as this slotted boring sessions during the services but then since quite a few years i am beginning to realize the fact of how GOD uses mouth pieces to spread his word its amazing..although sometimes some people loose the flow when they are speaking just maybe beacuse they dint bring out the topic well but that gives us no excuse tilting all sermons boring..

well then i met a couple of real close frineds of mine was real glad of how they liked my performance yesterday praise GOD it felt good ..WELL later i went to the fellowship lunch thingy kept for  the participants of the program could stay only for the grace as i slipped away to my dance class carefully..

reached my class and had a good practice of our old routines.but i mean you know i started missing the old place i dont know wat about the other place makes thsi place looks so small.must be the ACTUAL area of the studio .saw a pro dancer dancing today..was amazed and humbles someday i wanna perform with that very ease then i left the place hungry as i had'nt eaten since morning..went to garuda felt like this pro dancer in the mall with me wearing the tracks and with my earpieces on.went had a delicioso  sub and was like on this attitude thingy when i actually peered into this persons eye and without thinking walked away and then retraced my steps to meet an old acquaintance of mine who reminded me about my hair cut for teh good or bad i still am figuring out

well actually my attitude took a slammer then when i met him and he was like man dint recognize you with the hair cut and stuff.heheheheh..well nowadays even i take time recognizing myself.dont know why...well then later i left home slept was in a dilemma in the evening about meeting someone then i took a brave decision and did what is right and got rid of it..i knew it would'nt work out otherwise..did some drastic changes and well am back on track i guess i know its not possible overnight but i gotta do it...whatever it is...so here i go a prat of me does feel sad about the decision what i took but then i know it would be wrong for me to continue with it so there u have it nothing greater or higher than the one whose up there NO MATTER WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OR PERCEiVE  PRAISE GOD INDEED..so well now off to sleep was a good day ..dont know whats in store for me tomorrow but its gonna be a brand new day i know for sure