Sunday, April 19, 2009

I M back i dont think with a bang though

19th april

dear blog really long since i wrote something but i have decided to keep myself engaged in things from today on.yes i guess i am  going to the use all my witching hours to write stuff here..

well talkin about today..it was good felt that some weight on my shoulder was off when i entered the gates of the church.well today i wore the biker gloves on  the way to church felt cool but actually there was a hint of mismatch of the kinda bike i was riding with my gloves but whatever it was feeling really cool it felt like i am like this pro dude who takes  biking seriously.

well reached church today was teh mal service so i was a bit disappointed about it as in not that i dont understad a single word in my native language its just that sometimes the audio streams coming out of the priests mouth asre so fast you hardly get any reception nayways today i followedthe mal service throughout using an english book of worship order which was pretty much helpful and then there was the usual there was so many lines missing in the translated version of the worship.i mean now i get the fact hoe people say that some languages are very descriptive while some are very concise.well i heard the sermon of the new priest who just landed here yesterday for some course in communications.well he looked young so i expected this powerful speaker touching your heart types..which turned out to be completely the opposite

well i guess off lately i m trying to be this kind of guy who just rests on first impression last impression types.i  guess personally if found the first impression not too strong with this priest hoping he would improve and i would have more chances of eating the spiritual food he delivers.i m thankful in one way to the lord for actually changing my attitude towards sermons i mean previously i mean i used to consider them as this slotted boring sessions during the services but then since quite a few years i am beginning to realize the fact of how GOD uses mouth pieces to spread his word its amazing..although sometimes some people loose the flow when they are speaking just maybe beacuse they dint bring out the topic well but that gives us no excuse tilting all sermons boring..

well then i met a couple of real close frineds of mine was real glad of how they liked my performance yesterday praise GOD it felt good ..WELL later i went to the fellowship lunch thingy kept for  the participants of the program could stay only for the grace as i slipped away to my dance class carefully..

reached my class and had a good practice of our old routines.but i mean you know i started missing the old place i dont know wat about the other place makes thsi place looks so small.must be the ACTUAL area of the studio .saw a pro dancer dancing today..was amazed and humbles someday i wanna perform with that very ease then i left the place hungry as i had'nt eaten since morning..went to garuda felt like this pro dancer in the mall with me wearing the tracks and with my earpieces on.went had a delicioso  sub and was like on this attitude thingy when i actually peered into this persons eye and without thinking walked away and then retraced my steps to meet an old acquaintance of mine who reminded me about my hair cut for teh good or bad i still am figuring out

well actually my attitude took a slammer then when i met him and he was like man dint recognize you with the hair cut and stuff.heheheheh..well nowadays even i take time recognizing myself.dont know why...well then later i left home slept was in a dilemma in the evening about meeting someone then i took a brave decision and did what is right and got rid of it..i knew it would'nt work out otherwise..did some drastic changes and well am back on track i guess i know its not possible overnight but i gotta do it...whatever it is...so here i go a prat of me does feel sad about the decision what i took but then i know it would be wrong for me to continue with it so there u have it nothing greater or higher than the one whose up there NO MATTER WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OR PERCEiVE  PRAISE GOD INDEED..so well now off to sleep was a good day ..dont know whats in store for me tomorrow but its gonna be a brand new day i know for sure

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